lost wings and free range chickens

I am wondering, why have not anybody ever metioned sadness before?

Not the fake sadness of a day, but the true despair, the loss, the abnormal sadness which person can only feel in the night

When there are no friends left

no movies to watch

no more music listen to

there is only the feeling of loss, you and ur bed full of thoughts....

There are no drugs which would eliminate this feeling, no further explanation

so I lay in my cold bed, thinking how far can the closest people go?

And wishin the ones I am craving for might read this

or not

depending on their thoughts

which make us run sometimes further away then if we did not say anything

or not

or yes

good night non free range chicken

what a sad evening this is for you and ur non wing friends