štvrtok 25. júna 2009

I am wondering why am I always writing here when I am alone?
Husband:D is gone to work, and I cannot help but wonder: how much do you need to love someone in order to change your life, left all your memories, friends, plans and options behind and start a new life?

can you measure love?
why are we pressuring ourselves into these thesis of forever lasting love, when before we even move in together sign the legal papers if we split up?
is being reasonable equal to being pragmatic?
and if so what is the point of promising to be with the person in the good and in the bad when we already know that we cannot handle the negativity?

i wish one day someone, anyone actually, could answer all the question which are in my head.
i wish you would care, although there is nothing to be done, as it was said before.

I was probably hurt too much. I probably am too realistic about the whole situation and only my mama still believes in the Christmas miracle.
If so, how come the woman who was hurt the most one can be still has the most love I ever seen in anyone?
Is love something which you simply have or believe in?
what if you don't?
Am i a rule or the exception?
how do i know if he is that into me?
how will i ever know?